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i drew something

Sat Oct 10, 2009, 9:43 PM
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picture is at end of post if you want to skip my college life drama.

well to sum up from last time, crazy girl quit painting, but she did manage to corner me in the cafeteria for a quarter of an hour trying to convince me to watch Ruroni Kenshin. Which I will not. Also, failed choir audition, which is disappointing, but like last year, i tell myself i'd rather have a lunch hour. SIGH. it's really disappointing. I'd get a voice teacher, but that would involve going to the music building and practicing in rooms where EVERYONE CAN HEAR YOU. Those practice rooms? soundproofing is a lie. I'm too self-conscious as of yet.

Taking three art classes does not mean my homework is fun and full of creative amazingness. No, it's exactly the same as academic homework. Maybe worse. Painting is becoming my least fav class because like, paintings are due like, once a week. It's all like, paint a painting on the theme of "place" GO. Oh and the canvas will cost you almost twenty bucks. There wasn't much on "how to paint", only the teacher putting on random colors and then two hours later, voila, somehow, those dabs of color make a whole. I'M NOT GOOD AT THAT. All my life i've been drawing in black and white, pencil and paper. I'm trying to learn, but it's going so fast.

When I'm sick of the artsy, I go back to what I've always done...pencil and paper, and unfortunately, crushing on geeky boys.

Fortunately, he's really cute and might actually return the affection genuinely. But who can tell? He's so dreamy and detached he could have just seen me as a fellow geek, or maybe he's a phone number collector, or maybe he doesn't even have his girl radar turned on. But that's what fascinates me: that he has his head in the clouds, just like me, once in a while...

unfortunately, his dorm mates from last year hate him. I know his dormmates, they're all guys, friends of my roommate's boyfriend, and these are the people i spend the most time with because all my female friends live in a dorm that's really far away. If i were to admit my feelings to the girls, they'd be like, who? a programming nerd? uhhh ok. it's more fun when people agree he's cute, and since he's not ROTC, a choir boy, or a semi-jock, they will not think he is cute. kristin knows who he is since they both do programming, and she knows what he's like - "nice, but awkward". Very awkward, I know. And if I admit to the boys -- no, I wouldn't. it'd be embarrassing. Hey guys, i have a massive crush on this guy whom you think is lame and annoying and plays his music too loud.

Good: he apparently composes his own music and plays guitar to is own singing. admirable!
Bad: apparently last year his dormmates hated it.
Good: i got the courage to go to a little gathering in a dorm lounge to hear him play.
Bad: he sucked. i know, because i know music. guitar was off, singing was off, he sang so soft i couldn't hear much of anything.
Good: Umm. he seemed to want to say hi after? room to improve? was it just nerves?
Bad: I ran away as soon as he was done to write down my immediate thoughts and a cartoon idea i had to do - deadline for the newspaper. More of an excuse to myself to let myself run.

I haven't gotten it this bad since, oh, 8th grade.
His codename is doofenschmirtz.

quick doodle from memory, of him last night

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cute boy is cute. :heart:

  • Mood: Yearning
  • Reading: peter pan in scarlet (authorized sequel!)
  • Watching: glee episode 1, except my internet and
  • Playing: megavideo are being butts

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  • Favourite gaming platform: emulators :/
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:iconkiki-the-kiwii:
hey, so i wanna start looking at colleges and i know you go to one involving art, right? would you mind telling me which college you go to? the only thing i've really found was julliard >.< way too expensive

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:damphyr: "A Hero need not speak, for when he is gone, the world will speak for him."
:iconlilbeeze:
OMG GUESS WHAT?!?!
i got a Danny Phantom shirt at Hot Topic!!!
it is probably the best thing i have ever owned and i am definatly wearing it right now.It is so amazing and it fits me/isnt made for a small child :D
(lol i freaked out so much when i found it at the store it was scary)
:iconpikarai:
AAAAAAAAA CONGRATULATIONS AAAAA i want one. where's the closest one? :P

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:iconlilbeeze:
r u in redmond now?
um either seattle or Alderwood
:iconelric-pikachu:
Hey, i like your artwork, very well-drawn gallery you've got here. Minus some stamps i've seen but still, great job! :3
:iconpikarai:
lol ^^; thanks.

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:iconnintendiehard:
Yo.
Just thought I'd pop in to say hi.

Guess what, my newest artist had to drop out. :cry:
I'm worried now. I'll look for another one, but as it is...if the third artist quits on me, I'm thinking I should just give up on it.

But enough with the depression. How are you? What's been goin' on up there in Washington-land?

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:megaphone:
Nintendiehard here, lookin' for voice work. Still a voice acting amateur, but I has dreams as big as all-outdoors to be a pro one day. I'm just lookin' for some experience. So let me know if you wanna try me out, I'd love to audition.
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:iconpikarai:
Yo yo yo ho ho ho piratessss.
My school's mascot are pirates and i'm absurdly proud of that even though all my friends call me a ninja because i'm really good at not slipping on the icy roads, and find ways to move around gracefully ;p

huh...broke up with boy, he was a butthead. he said he never talked to his old girlfriends either. what a great kid. he seemed to lose interest in me after a month. maybe he sensed i realized how dumb he was. but i'm trying not to be annoyed at myself or him about this. It's just terrible how I didn't see this coming :/

too bad about your artist...did he/she have any pictures I can look at? :P

Well i'm going to be honest here. your idea has elements of originality, but it's still about some dudes who like videogames. It's kind of overdone, and not appealing to the huge number of people our age who like anime. On the other hand, if you find someone who is like your characters, preferably a guy, who can draw cartoon style (american cartoon style?) and enjoys videogames, they could identify better and enjoy it better. Any particular reason why your artist quit?

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:iconnintendiehard:
Heh, cool.
I think you should actually get a ninja get-up on, and walk around. Ooooh, or some kinda catsuit! [link] That'd be cool.

Yeah, well...It's REALLY awkward talking with old girlfriends. As I'm sure it'd be awkward talking to him after the breakup, wouldn't it? Try not to be too pissed at him (for that at least). And definitely don't get mad at yourself! That's the last thing you need.

Yeah, it's too bad. Hmmm...where did I put that? Oh, here it is. This was the closest she got to the final concept of the guys. [link] It's sad really, she did a really good job. It's truly a shame, but if she told me the truth, she's got way too much going on and CERTAINLY doesn't need my comic cluttering up her life further. It was her idea to drop out (though I have mild suspicions she was told to by her guardian. Apparently I'm creepier than I think I am.

Ouch. Kick a puppy why dontcha?
You'll be happy to know that I've changed em up considerably. The video game thing is much less apparent, and even then only really applies to Sebastian.
But that won't really matter much if I don't find a qualified artist.

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:megaphone:
Nintendiehard here, lookin' for voice work. Still a voice acting amateur, but I has dreams as big as all-outdoors to be a pro one day. I'm just lookin' for some experience. So let me know if you wanna try me out, I'd love to audition.
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:iconpikarai:
It's not awkward because he acts like never happened. Then again while in the relationship i acted like we were friends and nothing more. I just don't like the way he didn't say anything about it, EVER. And there's the fact he was holding hands with some other girl during a movie two days after we broke up. I don't know what's going on since they were high school friends blah blah blah...I'll not be taken in again! :o

There seems to be a large amount for distrust of friendly people on the internet...sorry bout that.

Very cool pic...she can dig that trenchcoat look!

which reminds me...i have two newspaper cartoons due asap lol...

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